In a revealing 52-minute interview with Apple Music’s Zane Lowe, SZA, recently named Billboard’s Woman of the Year, opened up about the unconventional start to her music career. The 34-year-old artist, who has earned nine Grammy nominations for her work, confessed that she did not begin singing and songwriting out of a lifelong passion or a clear artistic vision. Instead, she started music for a very personal reason: to prove something to her ex-fiancé.
SZA, born Solána Imani Rowe, explained that music never felt like an obvious path for her. Unlike many artists who feel a natural calling, she said, “Some people choose to have a music career and they feel very confident about what they’re doing. But I was never quite sure about that. I just started music to prove something. I’m still proving something, that’s the reason.” This candid admission came as she reflected on a period of her life when she was financially and emotionally dependent on a former partner.
The Relationship That Sparked Her Journey
During the interview, SZA revealed that she was once engaged to a man eight years her senior. He was a successful designer who had previously dated lawyers, businesswomen, and other artists. In contrast, SZA had dropped out of college and was working as a bartender at a strip club. She described feeling a deep sense of inadequacy, saying, “I felt like I lacked value.” Her ex-fiancé paid for everything—her food, clothes, and housing—leaving her completely dependent. “I was so dependent,” she confessed.
This imbalance drove her to start making music. She had been writing poetry for years, but she channeled her emotions into songwriting as a way to prove her worth to him and to the world. Music gave her a sense of purpose and a platform to express the feelings she could not articulate otherwise. Her early work, such as the 2013 EP Z, and her 2017 debut album Ctrl, quickly garnered critical acclaim and a dedicated fanbase. Ctrl earned multiple Grammy nominations and established SZA as a leading voice in contemporary R&B.
From Desperation to Dominance
SZA’s journey from a dependent bartender to a global superstar is a testament to her resilience. After leaving the relationship, she focused entirely on music, blending introspective lyrics with alternative R&B and neo-soul sounds. Her 2022 album SOS became a massive commercial and critical success. It debuted at number one on the Billboard 200, spent several weeks at the top, and broke streaming records. The album’s lead single, “Kill Bill,” became a viral hit and earned SZA her first Grammy win (Best R&B Song) in 2023. SOS also won Album of the Year at the BET Awards, shared with Beyoncé’s Renaissance in a historic tie.
The album’s themes of heartbreak, self-doubt, and empowerment resonate strongly with fans, partially because SZA draws heavily from her own experiences. In the interview, she noted that even now, she still feels the need to prove herself. “I’m still in that mindset,” she said. “It drives me, but it also exhausts me.” Her candidness about her vulnerabilities has made her one of the most relatable and respected artists in the industry.
Awards, Recognition, and Upcoming Projects
SZA’s success has been recognized by numerous institutions. At the 2024 Grammy Awards, she is nominated in nine categories, including Record of the Year and Song of the Year for “Kill Bill,” and Album of the Year for SOS. She has also been praised for her impact on pop culture, with her fashion, lyrics, and authenticity inspiring a new generation of musicians. Billboard named her Woman of the Year in 2023, highlighting her artistic growth and commercial power.
Looking ahead, SZA has begun teasing her next album, titled LANA. While details remain scarce, she has hinted that the project will continue to explore themes of self-discovery and relationship dynamics. Fans are eagerly awaiting what she describes as a “new chapter” that will prove, yet again, that she is one of the most formidable talents of her generation.
In the interview, SZA also reflected on how writing music has been therapeutic. She said, “It’s like I’m always trying to catch up to myself, to understand why I feel the way I do. The studio is where I make sense of things.” Her willingness to share such personal struggles has forged a deep connection with listeners, many of whom see their own insecurities reflected in her songs.
The full interview is available on Apple Music, where SZA further discusses the making of SOS, her creative process, and her thoughts on fame. It offers an intimate look at an artist who turned her deepest pain into her greatest strength, all because she wanted to prove that she was more than what her ex-fiancé saw. Her story is a powerful reminder that sometimes the best art comes from the most difficult places.
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